05/11/2024
I don't think my stepdad realizes it, but he's really becoling an irritable egocentric asshole. Yeah, he's nice sometimes. We got a couple of things in common, but he expects us to be perfect according to his standars. I've got bad habits, I'm not saying otherwise. But getting mad at me letting a hair fall on thr ground is a bit of a stretch. He is immensely nervous about everything, and he is so uptight about cleanliness, it's becoming and obsession. Living with him is... less pleasant now. I know that living together means gettinng up with eachother, but this... we are humans. We're not machinches. We make mistakes, we work differently. Why is it so hard for you to understand that I need to do things in a certain way when you expect us all to function exactly like you ?

16/11/2024
there's just... something about numbers and the passage of time... I can pinpoint exactly when "past" becomes "future". For me, it's 2016. 2016 is the last "past" year, everything from 2017 and after is "future". Why ? I don't know. Maybe it's when I grew mature enough to really understand how time and things are changing ?

I grew up mostly in the 2010's (born in the 2000's) and... idk there's just something about these numbers feeling like home. 2000 to 2016 is where I'm actually living, in a way.

The 2020's especially feel... almost discusting. I hate being in 2024, just because of the number. We are approaching 2025, this is... quite a number. To think that people who were born tens of year before me thought that 2025 would be a futuristic landscape is... I dunno. It feels strange. Sure, there has been progress since the 80's and 90'

Is it nostalgia ? Fear of the future ? I'll never know.

13/12/2024
AN OKAMI SEQUEL ?? ANNOUNCED IN 2024 ?? BEFORE SILKSONG ???? BRO CAPCOM WHAT ARE YOU COOKING BETWEEN THIS AND ALL THE ACE ATTORNEY STUFF ?????